sleepswthdemons: (So Very Sad)
After the conversation with Lana, Phoebe hadn't come immediately to her bedroom. She had hung out downstairs drinking coffee and trying not to cry about the fact that Lana was hurting -- and that she had used underhanded tactics on her best friend to keep her from running away from here.

After she had drank plenty of tea and coffee -- caffeine kept her awake and from falling into too deep of a sleep, thank gods -- she grabbed Lana's bag again and headed up to her room.

She entered her room quietly so as not to wake up Anders, and headed immediately to the closet to stash the bag. Of course, going into the closet meant that she saw all of the "gifts" and she swallowed, trying to stop shaking.

Crouching down, she retrieved a boittle of tequila and opened it, taking a very long drink, before going to sit in the chair by the window. Anders needed his rest, and from here she could keep an eye on him -- while at the same time not bothering him by her resteless and her anxiety.
sleepswthdemons: (Contemplation)
Phoebe was sitting in the middle of her bed. She was supposed to be resting, but she didn't seem to be able to do much of that right now. In fact, except when she took the pain pills from the clinic, she didn't sleep at all.

The events of Thursady night had left her anxious and freaked out. Everyone had slept in the room with her that night, and nothing more had mysteriously appeared.

The creepy gifts and card were in the closet out of her sight and the sheets and blankets had been changed on the bed. She had kept her bear with her, but right now it was on the bed beside her instead of her holding it.

She hated being alone right now...

Once more, like she had done a lot tonight, she got up from her bed and started limping up and down her room. She couldn't relax and she couldn't get comfortable and...

She was scared.

She pulled back the curtain again, looking out to see if she saw anything or anyone. When she didn't see anyone, she let the curtain drop with a sigh.

She knew Lana was asleep in her room or she'd go in and stay with her. Piper was out and she wasn't sure where Marie was.

Anders had said he'd come back tonight.

However, there was no sign of him and he hadn't called.

"Can't blame him after everything that's happened..."

After checking the window once more, she went back to curl up on the bed. She tried tro relax, but every noise and every shadow caused her to tense up and look around -- waiting.

"If Cole was still here no one would dare..."

She bit her lip hard enough to taste blood.

He wasn't here and he would never be again. Phoebe reached for her teddy bear and just held onto it as she continued to flinch at every sound she was hearing.

It was going to be a long night.


[[OOC: Open to anyone who might have reason to be around. May be SP]]
sleepswthdemons: (Trying To Get Up)
Anders was away teaching class and she wasn't sure about Marie or Lana, but Phoebe had managed to get changed into comfortable knit pajamas. Since she was supposed to be resting, she could at least be wearing something that was made for it.

She hadn't done a lot of moving because she wasn't supposed to be, but she was more restless than usual.

She was twenty-eight today.

Yeah, today was her birthday... but she was kind of hoping that no one would remember.

It would be the first one in twelve years that Cole wouldn't be there...

...trying to swallow her tears, she limped to her closet. She had a few things that he had given her on past birthdays, and one of those was a well-worn teddy bear. She really needed that comfort right now. She missed him so much.

And... she was feeling antsy and tense after the window incident the other night.



[[OOC: For the dead!husband/stalker... and then afterwards anyone else who would have reason to be. Identity of stalker NFB. Hee!]]
sleepswthdemons: (Too Distressed)
After getting -- reluctantly she was pretty sure -- checked out of the clinic and checking on Lana, Anders had brought Phoebe immediately home.

He helped her up the stairs and into her bedroom.

By the time they reached her bedroom door, she was in pain again and wanted nothing more than to lie down.

"Bet this wasn't the way you expected to see where I lived," she said with a soft smile.




[[OOC: For [livejournal.com profile] beenthroughthat and a certain visitor. *grins*]]

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