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sleepswthdemonsPhoebe had been sitting on the window seat, deep in thought for most of the day. She had the window open, and yes, she was smoking. She was watching the smoke float out the window as she tried to gather everything together in her mind.
Of course, anyone who knew her would have a good idea of what she was in thought about.
Cole.
She could tell he was still a little hesitant with her and Anders when it came to anything more than a kiss or and hug here and there. She didn't want to push him for more because she knew he had been tortured and... and after how she and she and Anders were used to hurt him he may be afraid of letting them... her... too close. She also got the feeling that he was holding back and she didn't know exactly why.
However, she had an idea how she could find out.
The soul bond was still there between her and Cole -- even if it was weak and sometimes felt that it was torn. She could still get through to him... get him to feel what she was feeling for him. She knew that if she could get him to be alone with her and just talk -- or let her just sit with him -- she could find out the best way to help him see that he was wanted. That he was also wanted.
And, if she was going to come up with a spell to link all three of them... she needed some time alone with Cole and get him to trust her enough to let her feel his soul and work magic on him for this.
She needed to talk to Anders and tell him what she was planning to do.
If anyone could get Cole to see what she and Anders felt for him... she could.
That would be why she was waiting for Anders up here and smoking.
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Of course, anyone who knew her would have a good idea of what she was in thought about.
Cole.
She could tell he was still a little hesitant with her and Anders when it came to anything more than a kiss or and hug here and there. She didn't want to push him for more because she knew he had been tortured and... and after how she and she and Anders were used to hurt him he may be afraid of letting them... her... too close. She also got the feeling that he was holding back and she didn't know exactly why.
However, she had an idea how she could find out.
The soul bond was still there between her and Cole -- even if it was weak and sometimes felt that it was torn. She could still get through to him... get him to feel what she was feeling for him. She knew that if she could get him to be alone with her and just talk -- or let her just sit with him -- she could find out the best way to help him see that he was wanted. That he was also wanted.
And, if she was going to come up with a spell to link all three of them... she needed some time alone with Cole and get him to trust her enough to let her feel his soul and work magic on him for this.
She needed to talk to Anders and tell him what she was planning to do.
If anyone could get Cole to see what she and Anders felt for him... she could.
That would be why she was waiting for Anders up here and smoking.
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Date: 2007-12-28 04:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-12-28 04:44 am (UTC)She watched him go and then tok a steadying breath, before heading to find Cole. (http://holdingontolove.livejournal.com/4412.html)